I feel you drifting away, you said you wouldn’t depart, you told me you just had to shut your eyes to get some rest, somehow I knew that would be the door shutting out the light on me once again, how could you be so unconsciously cruel? Why do you have to repeat the same old familiar scene? I close my eyes now and I don’t see you anymore, where have you gone? Why don’t I feel the force of your existence once more? What happened to the spirit you used to send to me? Why is there no longer a red blooded energy?