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really deep. thnx for posting.

THERE WAS A TIME IN UR LIFE U MUST HAV SAID DAT "YEAH..AM ENJOYING LIFE FINALLY. I HAV FRIENDS N PPLE WHO LOVE ME". BUT LATER U REALIZE DAT IT WAS ALL A MASK UPON THE REALITY DAT U HAD BEEN GUESSING..DAT LIL INNER INTUITION HAS BEEN TELLING U SINCE THE BEGINNING DAT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG SOMEWHERE WIV THESE PERSONS..BUT STIL WEN U ASK EM..THEY ALWAYS SAYS NAA..THEY LUV U GR8LY..YEW MEAN LOADSA 4 EM..UNTIL U REALISE DAT ITS TRUE IN THE SENSE DAT THEY ONLY NEED UR PRESENCE TO FEEL HIGH N UR SKILLS TO WALK OVER U INSTEAD OF WALKIN BY UR SIDE.. ==> LOL

WEN ALL U HAV DONE WAS BUILT UR WORLD AROUND EM N MAKIN EM CLOSE TO UR HEART ..N SUDDINLY U REALIZE DAT THE CLOSER U MAKE EM THE MORE PAINFUL THE REALITY SEEMS WEN UR INTUITION TELLZ U DAT THEY R JUST FAKE FRNDZ..

THE TIME COMES BY WHERE EVERY1 WALKZ OUTA UR LIFE AS IF NUFING HAPPENED..N THEY MAKE IT A PURPOSE TO TALK SHIT B4 U JUST TO MAKE UR LIFE A HELL.. THE ONLY POWER AT DAT TIME U REALIZE WAS UR FAMILY..N MOST OF ALL..ALLAH..THE ALL MIGHTY. THEN U REALIZE DAT THEY R JUST SOME DUST BROUGHT TO LIFE N WILL DECAY SOON..JUST TRYNA PUT A SMILE ON JA FACE SO DAT THEY SEE DAT UR SMILING..N NOT PAINING..BUT DRAMA FINALLY TURNZ TO REALITY WEN DAT SWITCH REALLY MADE THE PAIN SUPERFICIAL ALL THESE..WAS DUE TO THOSE CONVO WIV GOD..IT REAL HELPZ..

[size=18]GOD!!! YEAH!! HIM!!! HIMSELV!!![/size] U KNO WAT?? HE IS THE ONLY 1 NOT TO JUDGE U WEN U TALK TO U..HE IS THE ONLY 1 NOT TO INTERRUPT U WEN U TALK TO HIM..HE LISTEN PATIENTLY..SO TENDERLY..HE JUST OPEN UR EYEZ WEN U WISH SO DEARLY TO FIND HIM WORKIN IN UR BENEFIT..A PAIN CAN B A GUD SURPRIZE LATER WEN U REALIZE..IT MADE U STRONGER..IT BROUHT U BAK TO UR FAMILY..THEY 1 FRM U WE R CONSTANTLY FLEEING FROM

1 THING IS SURE..TRUST ONLY GOD..NOT NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS..KZ EVIL STRUCKZ SOMETIMES N CHANGE HEARTS..JEALOUSY, HATRED N RACISM R ALL WEAKEST POINT OF A PERSON WEN HIS HEART DOES NOT BELONG TO GOD..NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS R THOSE WHO THINK THAT THIS LIFE IS REAL..THEY R NOT SEEING THIS SOUL PRISONER OF THIS BODYDAT 1 DAY WILL DECAY N FREE THIS SOUL! WIL IT B DISEASED ONE?? OR A SHINING ONE??? FOOD IS THE ENERGY OF THE BODY, PRAYERS N LOVE FOR GOD R THE ENERGY OF THE SOUL..BOTH R IMPORTANT..WITHOUT ONE OF THEM BOTH R AFFECTED..