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DARK POETRY
NEVES IRTH on Wed Jul 02, 2008 8:57 am
My dear little god
I feel you drifting away, you said you wouldn’t depart, you told me you just had to shut your eyes to get some rest, somehow I knew that would be the door shutting out the light on me once again, how could you be so unconsciously cruel? Why do you have to repeat the same old familiar scene? I close my eyes now and I don’t see you anymore, where have you gone? Why don’t I feel the force of your existence once more? What happened to the spirit you used to send to me? Why is there no longer a red blooded energy? personal deception robbed me of the clear picture staring me blatantly in the face, I closed my mind to the truth being screamed for me to listen, I saw you but never did I really see who you were, my longings deceived me once more, making you extra ordinary when in your true state you were far from that. Craving a soothing half, I made you up, created you in my mind, made you a god, I worshiped and adored my creation, never realizing I was your god and you were my artwork. A mere figment of my deprived imagination. So at this sad moment I have say goodbye, my dear little god.
NEVES IRTH 31/06/2008
I feel you drifting away, you said you wouldn’t depart, you told me you just had to shut your eyes to get some rest, somehow I knew that would be the door shutting out the light on me once again, how could you be so unconsciously cruel? Why do you have to repeat the same old familiar scene? I close my eyes now and I don’t see you anymore, where have you gone? Why don’t I feel the force of your existence once more? What happened to the spirit you used to send to me? Why is there no longer a red blooded energy? personal deception robbed me of the clear picture staring me blatantly in the face, I closed my mind to the truth being screamed for me to listen, I saw you but never did I really see who you were, my longings deceived me once more, making you extra ordinary when in your true state you were far from that. Craving a soothing half, I made you up, created you in my mind, made you a god, I worshiped and adored my creation, never realizing I was your god and you were my artwork. A mere figment of my deprived imagination. So at this sad moment I have say goodbye, my dear little god.
NEVES IRTH 31/06/2008
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Re: DARK POETRY
NEVES IRTH on Wed Jul 02, 2008 9:02 am
Please let me drown forever more
Taking a deep plunge into the eternal dark abyss, sinking deep never to be supported by a base. I love to drown in the black sea, darkness surrounds me, the cool water chills my flesh, and my soul is calm in the eternal silence. I dwell in this ocean, no demons nor foes taunting me, no night fiends haunting me, I eagerly sink deeper into a perpetual soothing solitude; this calmness seems too good to be true. life has never seemed this sweet, bitterness and pain hath given birth to a brand new joy, please don’t wait for me, for this ocean is bottomless, I took a plunge knowing ill never come back to the land of torments. Please let me be, I’ve never felt such warmth, never known such peace, neither the wind nor the rain had ever blessed my soul as did the dark ocean. let me drown forever in my space, don’t cry for me, the ocean has sufficient tears, it shall do the crying if need be, please don’t waste your scarce tears, im ok, im doing just fine, don’t miss me, for in spirit I feel those who feel me. I might seem so distant and absent from you because I dwell deep beneath the surface, but believe me, my calmness would give life to a new spirit that would bless those who bless thee and curse those who curse thee. I now proceed on my unending journey, drowning deep in the bottomless dark sea, till the end of death and the beginning of life, till time ceases to be and we dwell in the realm beyond space. Please let me drown forever more……
NEVES IRTH 31/06/2008
Taking a deep plunge into the eternal dark abyss, sinking deep never to be supported by a base. I love to drown in the black sea, darkness surrounds me, the cool water chills my flesh, and my soul is calm in the eternal silence. I dwell in this ocean, no demons nor foes taunting me, no night fiends haunting me, I eagerly sink deeper into a perpetual soothing solitude; this calmness seems too good to be true. life has never seemed this sweet, bitterness and pain hath given birth to a brand new joy, please don’t wait for me, for this ocean is bottomless, I took a plunge knowing ill never come back to the land of torments. Please let me be, I’ve never felt such warmth, never known such peace, neither the wind nor the rain had ever blessed my soul as did the dark ocean. let me drown forever in my space, don’t cry for me, the ocean has sufficient tears, it shall do the crying if need be, please don’t waste your scarce tears, im ok, im doing just fine, don’t miss me, for in spirit I feel those who feel me. I might seem so distant and absent from you because I dwell deep beneath the surface, but believe me, my calmness would give life to a new spirit that would bless those who bless thee and curse those who curse thee. I now proceed on my unending journey, drowning deep in the bottomless dark sea, till the end of death and the beginning of life, till time ceases to be and we dwell in the realm beyond space. Please let me drown forever more……
NEVES IRTH 31/06/2008
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Re: DARK POETRY
NEVES IRTH on Wed Jul 02, 2008 9:04 am
The night when I rest my dark angel in the grave.
you once brought me light, now everywhere is dim,I once looked forward to the new day to feel in your presence now you are nowhere to be seen, you took over my whole world not even sparing my dreams, night time was never complete without your phantom presence, every thought belonged to you and every heart beat was for your sake, every next word spoke your name, every elated moment sang your praise. Although you failed to sing my name nor did you make an effort to see my way, I never failed to let you into my soul, hoping you’ll take a journey through my windows, tried as much as I could so you could see yourself through my eyes, hoping you would see what a beauty you were, but you remained oblivious and never seemed to care. You made up my most sacred fears, every moment I was scared, for loosing your thoughts I wasn’t prepared. I thought of you as long as possible in order to grant you eternal memory, you were so real I could almost feel your blood running through my veins, I desired you so much I felt a pain, a pain
I cherished so much because it was written in your name.
I could no longer hold on to you so I let you go away, I tried my best to keep you as far away, I blocked out all calls of your name, closed my eyes and tried to erase your face, memories avoided because they were created for your sake. just when I finished laying you to rest and covering your grave, you had to resurrect once again, cursed me with your physical presence, you stared me in the face, those evil smiles were to re awaken a crave, a crave for your worship I shall never get to taste. please stay away, I had already killed you and laid you in your grave, why do you haunt me once again and make me desire what I now so much hate, hatred I would never be able to explain for it is contaminated with love and pain, please go away, I never want to see you again, you were once an angel now you wear a demonic face, stay away for both our sakes. When good becomes evil and love becomes hate, this is the dawn of the night when I rest my dark angel in the grave.
NEVES IRTH 31/06/2008
you once brought me light, now everywhere is dim,I once looked forward to the new day to feel in your presence now you are nowhere to be seen, you took over my whole world not even sparing my dreams, night time was never complete without your phantom presence, every thought belonged to you and every heart beat was for your sake, every next word spoke your name, every elated moment sang your praise. Although you failed to sing my name nor did you make an effort to see my way, I never failed to let you into my soul, hoping you’ll take a journey through my windows, tried as much as I could so you could see yourself through my eyes, hoping you would see what a beauty you were, but you remained oblivious and never seemed to care. You made up my most sacred fears, every moment I was scared, for loosing your thoughts I wasn’t prepared. I thought of you as long as possible in order to grant you eternal memory, you were so real I could almost feel your blood running through my veins, I desired you so much I felt a pain, a pain
I cherished so much because it was written in your name.
I could no longer hold on to you so I let you go away, I tried my best to keep you as far away, I blocked out all calls of your name, closed my eyes and tried to erase your face, memories avoided because they were created for your sake. just when I finished laying you to rest and covering your grave, you had to resurrect once again, cursed me with your physical presence, you stared me in the face, those evil smiles were to re awaken a crave, a crave for your worship I shall never get to taste. please stay away, I had already killed you and laid you in your grave, why do you haunt me once again and make me desire what I now so much hate, hatred I would never be able to explain for it is contaminated with love and pain, please go away, I never want to see you again, you were once an angel now you wear a demonic face, stay away for both our sakes. When good becomes evil and love becomes hate, this is the dawn of the night when I rest my dark angel in the grave.
NEVES IRTH 31/06/2008
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Re: DARK POETRY
NEVES IRTH on Fri Jul 04, 2008 10:06 am
Our secrets shall now be safe
silence prevails, the deadly blow has been dealt, I see blood gushing through your veins, with it goes what’s left of your life, your body writhes in pain, your breath is rapid and severe, your face lit up with pure surprise, your eyes ask a question. Covered in blood sweat and tears, I hold you in my arms and lay you gently to the ground, you try hard to speak but weakness has taken over you, loss of strength prevails. please stay calm, grant me this one last wish, save your last breath for me, I would try hard to answer the questions you ask, please don’t speak, just listen, I would be brief for your time is brief. In a while you shall rest with a smile, knowing why I just had to take your life.
What happened to us? Why did it have to end like this? we used to be friends, we shared secrets we swore we would take to the end, yours remain safe with me while you chose to be generous with mine, I kept my word, you never did yours, secrets are meant to be kept, well I guess they are no longer secrets when we share, but what the hell, I trusted you, I thought we would be friends till the end, maybe I was wrong, as they say, time changes things,
You probably were just a victim of this change, but tonight I have come to reverse time, I’ve come to take back what’s rightly mine, don’t worry about yours, I swear ill keep it with mine, and what happens here I shall also hide. So my dear friend, try to be brave, forgive me for I’m here so our secrets would be safe. Close your eyes now for the time has come, I feel you fading away, your body turning cold, your face turns gray. Say a prayer for me, we shall meet once again, till then, our secrets shall now be safe, I swear I’ll carry them to and beyond the grave.
NEVES IRTH 01/07/2008
silence prevails, the deadly blow has been dealt, I see blood gushing through your veins, with it goes what’s left of your life, your body writhes in pain, your breath is rapid and severe, your face lit up with pure surprise, your eyes ask a question. Covered in blood sweat and tears, I hold you in my arms and lay you gently to the ground, you try hard to speak but weakness has taken over you, loss of strength prevails. please stay calm, grant me this one last wish, save your last breath for me, I would try hard to answer the questions you ask, please don’t speak, just listen, I would be brief for your time is brief. In a while you shall rest with a smile, knowing why I just had to take your life.
What happened to us? Why did it have to end like this? we used to be friends, we shared secrets we swore we would take to the end, yours remain safe with me while you chose to be generous with mine, I kept my word, you never did yours, secrets are meant to be kept, well I guess they are no longer secrets when we share, but what the hell, I trusted you, I thought we would be friends till the end, maybe I was wrong, as they say, time changes things,
You probably were just a victim of this change, but tonight I have come to reverse time, I’ve come to take back what’s rightly mine, don’t worry about yours, I swear ill keep it with mine, and what happens here I shall also hide. So my dear friend, try to be brave, forgive me for I’m here so our secrets would be safe. Close your eyes now for the time has come, I feel you fading away, your body turning cold, your face turns gray. Say a prayer for me, we shall meet once again, till then, our secrets shall now be safe, I swear I’ll carry them to and beyond the grave.
NEVES IRTH 01/07/2008
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Re: DARK POETRY
NEVES IRTH on Mon Jul 07, 2008 12:48 pm
They shall never see, hear nor feel.
You sit on the throne of your historical banishment, forsaken by the unclean son of man, still you remain humble, never once uttered a sound. Your very existence stays shrouded in a captivating mystery, seen by none, cursed by all. Unjustly chastised by the unlearned creatures of the earth, made to carry the burden for the sins of men, blamed in a hurry for the disasters of land, still you remain calm. The weak beings possess not a pint of shame; they are quick to cast the stone towards your name whenever they voluntarily err in their ways. What better way to wash off the dirt than to let it flow away. Man thus is a shameless creature, why can’t he take responsibility for his deeds? Why heap the load on the one they do not see? They say Christ washes them clean of their sins, but surely after they hold you responsible to avoid guilt. Very often I see the shameless ones, hiding behind the walls; they curse your name, what cowardice, they speak without respect, claim to be mightier than thee. How blinded could they be? Deliberate self deception persists. Eyes shut, ears deaf, senses dead, they shall never see, hear nor feel…………
NEVES IRTH 05/07/2008
You sit on the throne of your historical banishment, forsaken by the unclean son of man, still you remain humble, never once uttered a sound. Your very existence stays shrouded in a captivating mystery, seen by none, cursed by all. Unjustly chastised by the unlearned creatures of the earth, made to carry the burden for the sins of men, blamed in a hurry for the disasters of land, still you remain calm. The weak beings possess not a pint of shame; they are quick to cast the stone towards your name whenever they voluntarily err in their ways. What better way to wash off the dirt than to let it flow away. Man thus is a shameless creature, why can’t he take responsibility for his deeds? Why heap the load on the one they do not see? They say Christ washes them clean of their sins, but surely after they hold you responsible to avoid guilt. Very often I see the shameless ones, hiding behind the walls; they curse your name, what cowardice, they speak without respect, claim to be mightier than thee. How blinded could they be? Deliberate self deception persists. Eyes shut, ears deaf, senses dead, they shall never see, hear nor feel…………
NEVES IRTH 05/07/2008
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Re: DARK POETRY
NEVES IRTH on Wed Jul 09, 2008 1:49 pm
Your demons doth feared me
Slipping away, my serpent flesh saileth through. Bitten and poisoned with the venom, no one dared stop me. Show no mercy on the ones who deserve none, shed not a tear for the rotten hearted, departed they might be, rid of an affliction the world shall be. In this dungeon of fiends, I crawl stealthily on my warm belly, poisoning the feet of my foes steadily verily. Dear enemy, o how I value thee, holding you dearly to my serpent heart I wait for the moment you shall breath your last, coming down to the floor where I dwell, laying motionless, your eyes staring, blood wetting, no one seeing, I saileth through.... your evil wont scare me for i'm blessed with divine evil, even your demons doth feared me.
Slipping away, my serpent flesh saileth through. Bitten and poisoned with the venom, no one dared stop me. Show no mercy on the ones who deserve none, shed not a tear for the rotten hearted, departed they might be, rid of an affliction the world shall be. In this dungeon of fiends, I crawl stealthily on my warm belly, poisoning the feet of my foes steadily verily. Dear enemy, o how I value thee, holding you dearly to my serpent heart I wait for the moment you shall breath your last, coming down to the floor where I dwell, laying motionless, your eyes staring, blood wetting, no one seeing, I saileth through.... your evil wont scare me for i'm blessed with divine evil, even your demons doth feared me.
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Re: DARK POETRY
NEVES IRTH on Wed Jul 09, 2008 1:50 pm
Good bye for now
I woke up dead this morning, no wonder no one sees me. My loud screams are as silent as could be, I walk around without a footstep, and not even the walls hear me. I see myself lying on the bed, angels around me; an aura of grief surrounds me. Why is everyone so moody? I feel no more pains, no worries, my mind discarded brings peace. Let me proceed, don’t call me back, I love my new state. I've been wasting my time talking; it’s obvious no one hears me. Good bye for now.
I woke up dead this morning, no wonder no one sees me. My loud screams are as silent as could be, I walk around without a footstep, and not even the walls hear me. I see myself lying on the bed, angels around me; an aura of grief surrounds me. Why is everyone so moody? I feel no more pains, no worries, my mind discarded brings peace. Let me proceed, don’t call me back, I love my new state. I've been wasting my time talking; it’s obvious no one hears me. Good bye for now.
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Fallen Angel series (inspired by oboma forum and my twin Fallen Angel pointy)
NEVES IRTH on Thu Jan 22, 2009 3:15 pm
ANGEL FALLEN
Fallen from where the clouds swim, down to where the sun meets the earth, fire I never tasted for my banishment was devoid of flames, I crave a soothing relief from the ocean, but that Im yet to feel, the heat from the sun burns my flesh, my bodily fluid evapourates, im now so pale, my tears dried up so I cry blood, my eyes bleed and hurt.....You shall never know how it really feels till you fall in my shoes and lose all you once had, miss where you once called home, forced to dwell among the unlearned creatures of earth, persecuted and laughed at by the ones who lack understanding.....My twin died some hours ago, but I know she rests in peace in a place we would love to call home, looking over us till we crave her touch once more...Till then I remain a fallen angel Angel Fallen...
Bruised and fractured, gravity can be cruel when you lose your wings, I fell from oblivion, pulled down by the unfriendly force of gravity, I find myself here in a place called oboma, stuck for eternity, screaming but no one hears me, I cry in in my heart for I dont want to bother any stranger with my sorrow, I keep my pains in for me to cherish solely, enjoy the forbidden pleasures of pain, ive been slayed a million times by the sadistic MODS for their carnal release, but just like the mythical bird, I rise from my ashes, taking a new form, I breathe once more, till air becomes obsolete, then I shall breathe no more..........Dont cry for me for I have enough blood to cry for myself......
Fallen from where the clouds swim, down to where the sun meets the earth, fire I never tasted for my banishment was devoid of flames, I crave a soothing relief from the ocean, but that Im yet to feel, the heat from the sun burns my flesh, my bodily fluid evapourates, im now so pale, my tears dried up so I cry blood, my eyes bleed and hurt.....You shall never know how it really feels till you fall in my shoes and lose all you once had, miss where you once called home, forced to dwell among the unlearned creatures of earth, persecuted and laughed at by the ones who lack understanding.....My twin died some hours ago, but I know she rests in peace in a place we would love to call home, looking over us till we crave her touch once more...Till then I remain a fallen angel Angel Fallen...
Bruised and fractured, gravity can be cruel when you lose your wings, I fell from oblivion, pulled down by the unfriendly force of gravity, I find myself here in a place called oboma, stuck for eternity, screaming but no one hears me, I cry in in my heart for I dont want to bother any stranger with my sorrow, I keep my pains in for me to cherish solely, enjoy the forbidden pleasures of pain, ive been slayed a million times by the sadistic MODS for their carnal release, but just like the mythical bird, I rise from my ashes, taking a new form, I breathe once more, till air becomes obsolete, then I shall breathe no more..........Dont cry for me for I have enough blood to cry for myself......
We try so hard to put forth a false image, an illusion you may say, we desperately conceal our soft side to hide our vulnerability, the sighted shall see beyond the surface, we are as human as thee, as weak as all but stronger when we possess our wings, wings ripped - dignity stripped, shield lost, trampled upon by friendly foes, theres no escape route, I miss the view from above, I miss the breeze, the tree tops, the birds, the sounds of the flying machines, all these make me weaker than Im supposed to be, I wish I could be pseudo strong once more, but till then, here I shall stay, mouring my loses but wishing more gains....Fallen Angels we remain
The soil feels so cold, everywhere is devoid of light, you lay beneath the earth in a stagnant solitude, no one hears or sees you, not even yourself, the worms and bugs of the soil decompose your once glowing angellic flesh, please dont feel bad, let them feed, for thats part the cycle of earthly existence, do not panic even if you feel pains, just lay, you took it upon youself to be slayed, so be brave, wait for us, we shall all meet demise some day, then your loneliness would be no more, your wounds shall be healed and you shall be reborn once more of a virgin flesh, as pure as the untouched maidens.....Till then RIP my Fallen Angel
NEVES IRTH -JAN 22 2009
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